O Goddess pray for me

Like the calm of the blue unseen,
Like the bliss of deepest green,
Like the silence of the dark unbound,
Help me rid of this red which i have found,
O Goddess, I beg of thee.


While I writhe in reddened pain,
I hear the lizards keep laughing,
Dimwit they may be,
But how can they laugh?
O Goddess I have had enough.


And in time I think, the fool was I,
To the new world i havent opened my eye,
A world different from the one taught,
To not adapt is wrong, is it not?
O Goddess I ask of thee.


And I hide in my thickened hide,
In the shroud of my cloak I retract,
As with this world I fail to interact,
I deem myself unfit for this unfit world.
O Goddess pray for me.