The Past Cant be Erased

My first self composed song. The lyrics are partly by me and a friend, Anamitra Ghosh. But since the major part is from my side, i thought my friend wont be too hurt if i put it in my blog. So here goes.

I wasn't really scared

Lost my virginity there,

to a gypsy with blond hair

But no one seems to care!

i was feeling as if dazed,

my life had been erased,

all blocks razed to the ground,

i could hear the frenzied sound.

Like a mouse inside a maze,

wandering round 4 days.

With a smile upon my face,

I never wanna leave this place.

she came like whirl of wind,

i was down knee deep in slime,

it wasnt but a crime,

she lift me up to the light.

i felt i could see again,

i breathed a fresh new air,

the flowers looked pretty again,

i couldnt see the smoke filled sky.

and when i fell back down,

bloodied all over again

i was soaked in tears of pain,

i lost myself again.

the blue sky filled with dust,

dried fields with acid rain,

all things i did were in vain,

i cant go back again.

tears you shed are dry,

my bloodied heart will cry,

i wont let you know the why,

you cant come back again.

and as i walk this path,

the mirrors looks so clean,

i look back one more time,

the past cant be erased

the past cant be erased.