The "It"

Its odd,
I cannot say,
When You're not here,
I want You to stay,
But when you come near,
I want to run away.

Its stupid,
I know not why,
I turn my head,
When you walk by,
But when you smile,
I look at the sky.

Its bold,
I know it now,
To awaken to the seeming truth,
Accepting the far off vow,
Weakened hearts and soothing moons,
I know the "It", I dont know how.